Gnash - I hate you I love you

Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around
and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you
you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out
but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text
but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings
but you never mind that shit
Oh oh keep it on the low
You're still in love with me
but your friends don't know
If u wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you
I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't
and you fucking did
Lie to me lie with me
get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks
and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges
just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts
and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad
that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her

[출처, 네이버 뮤직]

한 번 꽂히면 그것만 질릴때까지 듣는 성격인데, 일주일 내내 이것만 들어도 질리지가 않구나.

남자 목소리 넘나 내스타일.

남자 가수 목소리가 좋아서 가사 뜻도 알고 싶어서 찾아봤는데, 이렇게 슬플수가 ㅠㅠ

더 슬픈 것은 이런 애잔한 사랑도 30살 넘어 가면 없다는 것..................☞☜

20대에는 좀 더 막연한 미래에 대해 불안한 것이 연애에도 미쳐서 그런 것 같긴 하지만..........

여하튼 이런 감수성은 나는 이미 끝났다.. 그래서 계속 이거 붙들고 있나, 돌아갈 수 없는 20대라서 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

아니야, 그냥 남자 가수 목소리가 내스타일.. 넘 섹시해 +_+